No more of this…..asleep with an eye akimbo….free porn streamed til wee hours….not a dry cot in the joint…..

To lie awake….to walk a somnombulist stroll each morn…..for what….to encounter yet another night in the trenches….

Board a bus again…..go to a land west…..seeking warmth….seeking something…..always seeking something…..

What is it…..why is it?…..wanderer’s blues…..to tread on America in these last days of Rome……

Take it in…..just take it in….we are all just one step from the abyss…..I  welcome it….