and one day…early morn… all just went away…anger…wasted energy…on what…what…

nothing…taking-in nothing after years of searching for something…thanks for nothing…

this need to be told…other’s standards…gone…no worries of judgment…done….tis nothing…

what lies ahead gives strength…this past… pains from childhood…failed relations…loss after loss after loss…these have taught well…lessons learned…

now the  page is addressed…a new slate every hour…written upon… drawn…paint applied…showing what is seen in that moment…in that moment…stay in the moment…

and one day…early morn… it all just went away…the acceptance of nothing…

i now long for nothing…and this is peace…