Miller’s folks were Nordic…that is to say idiots…the unsophisticated…the inept…not intellectualy curious in the least…Protestants to be sure…there is either a heaven or hell don’t you know…

all through life an escape was planned…leave this Nordic pride far far behind…books were read…travels made…the exotic explored…only to discover what…this Nordic life was epidemic…

the black and white only…scared of art…fear of sex…what’d you mean you’re not voting….this expectation in participation of numbness…no life…just dead weight…eat..drink and shit all on cue…clean…very clean…

no smells of spilt wine…nor burnt garlic…no dance…nor embrace..only  antiseptic…an on-going air of forever Monday morning….work work work was the order…eating…drinking…merriment…that was for fools ..those that did not awake in the American dream…those that did not awake…

well…im still asleep…not in darkness…not in darkness..