wanting….always wanting…
never quite pleased were you…
was there a time when heaven was met…
when all was right…
or was it always a snuffed-out light…
longing for a fix…

and for you there was what…
suffering…
plagued by what cancer…
life outlined by death…
waiting…always waiting…
a thorn to be taken out…

well…pull it…
be done with it…
be gone…
make this your last…
and then you will see…
or…do you like pain…

wanting…always wanting…
never quite pleased were you…

no…no…never…