it wasn’t as planned…things were ‘spose to work out differently…

ain’t that always the case…you think you got somethin’ then the whole damn thing just blows up in your face…explodes without a warnin’…

yeah…does…it’s a mystery ain’t it…

no…secretely you see it comin’…but it’s all subliminal…you know it’s there but you just don’t do a damn thing ’bout it…

you can’t…like you said…it’s subliminal…it’s not on the up-n-up…just lingers ’round your head…invisible…you know it’s there though…just choose to let it go subconsciously…till one day…

one day…boom…it blows up in your face…this subliminal message of the subconscious has had ‘nough and it just blows…spewin’ words all over…hurtful words…words you didn’t even know you had in you…no stoppin’ it…can’t…

listen…only you can put out forest fires…gotta be some kind of responsibility here…

how can you stop it…you can’t see it..or hear it…like a ghost…

but it’s you man…it’s all you…you’re either in control of yourself or you’re not…

I don’t guess I am…

guess you’re not…