alone…

looking through window blinds at two in the mornin’ with memories of you runnin’ through my head…

I laugh at the way life used to be…love…what I thought was love…never was love…just two lonely people in love with the idea of love…

thoughts of mornin’ walks and moonlight strolls…car rides through country sides…kissin’ in front of a fireplace on a cold Winter’s day…takin’ turns makin’ dinner…dancin’ in the kitchen to songs of our youth…dreamin’ that these dreams would come true…one day…one day…

and this is what we wanted…to awake intertwined…a love affair to last a lifetime…bottles of wine…Sunday brunch…a dog named Floyd…was this love…was it…what did it matter…nothing lasts…

hey girl…don’t kid yourself…, I said to her…, listen…we’re all going to die alone…and that you can count on…that you can count on…

and she went her way…and I went mine…

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