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  • The Abyss

    April 5th, 2016

    No more of this…..asleep with an eye akimbo….free porn streamed til wee hours….not a dry cot in the joint…..

    To lie awake….to walk a somnombulist stroll each morn…..for what….to encounter yet another night in the trenches….

    Board a bus again…..go to a land west…..seeking warmth….seeking something…..always seeking something…..

    What is it…..why is it?…..wanderer’s blues…..to tread on America in these last days of Rome……

    Take it in…..just take it in….we are all just one step from the abyss…..I  welcome it….

  • Poker Faced

    April 4th, 2016

    Served coffee at a Euro joint downtown….lattes, espressos, Al Pacinos, frothed, creamed, sipped and sucked all day long to Midtown mogul midgets….light airy muzak playing to sophisticated playful palates pouncing at the bit…..”Get a load of this broad,”……that language wouldn’t go in this lizard lounge….

    The bottles lined the wall….cleaned glass…..rods of steel dividing whiskeys from  Scotch….bourbons and Brandies……gins….vodkas….a fancier version of Campari….extra herbs…..cleaner….still tastes like cleaning fluid….

    Drank  joe…..watched a young black tattooed artist/barista/ waitress/ knowitall….work the marble top….a shook here…a jook there…a flip of the Brazilian blow-out…..and away we go…..

    Conversation kept to minimum…figured my game real quick….or did she……Bragging  she has two jobs….always had….. working since she was fifteen….(now an old maid at 27)…….If you got two arms….two legs….and a head…you can work, she rattled off to the fat white guy…..What was she fishin’ for?….had she misdiagnosed?…..

    I’m an adult, she added, I pay my rent, intrigued….quickly I followed-up……

    So….curious….if one is an old guy sitting on a stool in a homeless shelter drooling on himself….not paying rent…..is he an adult?

    Well, she sassed, He don’t no responsibility…so….no…..

    I see…..

    The bill came…..she shuffled…..expecting the pay-off perhaps…..Signed for the black gold….added in the tip line, Here’s your tip for the day…..Don’t show your cards Sis……Earnings lie in the balance…..

    I wanna hold ’em….like in Texas where they fold ’em…..

     

    Thanks to Lady Gaga….Poker Face

     

  • Waiting

    April 4th, 2016

    Waiting on an end…..maybe beginning….don’t know…
    Perhaps not waiting at all….just being still….without movement…..

    Can you move?….take steps….

    Have to wait….

    For what?

    For word….permission…

    What a fine fix….

    Yes….a fine fix indeed….

  • Here’s Sammy

    April 3rd, 2016

    Is anyone smarter than Samuel Beckett?….not Joyce…..not Eliot….wandering in The Wasteland….their’s was genius too…not a Beckett…..not a Beckett….

    Does today’s reader even attempt a writer of Beckett’s range….mastery of language….today’s readers find themselves in quaqua…..and that voice shall not be found….

    It is the tech saavy world…..it is the non-reading ungraspable planet of wasted youth and blighted years…..no time for English to be translated into French then back to English with Latin gems thrown about like crystals in a cave…..

    Waiting for Beckett…..I am waiting for Beckett…..can’t go on….can’t go on…..I must go on…..

  • Drizzled Greens

    April 3rd, 2016

    These people…..they say….talk of class issues in America….nothing could be further from the truth, the Episcopalian’s Attorney told me….a swig of red……a Nouveau Riche sandwich before him…..dressed in Mesclun..frisee…..a hint of purple……

    Now Europe…..that’s a class structure…..Not America, he dabbed thin lips….

    I suppose you want a sandwich too…..aye?

    Naaaa…..fine…..

    One works….one eats…..

    Yes….yes…..but….what makes work…..work?….

    I don’t follow…..

    Eat your greens…..

  • Flatiron

    April 2nd, 2016

    Sitting in  Greek joint…..too clean….too hip….No-one dares to yell Opppppaaaaaahhhhh…..

    Cool couple orders gyros….without onions…..

    Green Day plays over speakers….

    The American mall manifestation is complete….

    I give-up….

  • A Letter From America

    April 1st, 2016

    Sitting in an Irish bar….not so Irish….as muzak plays today’s pop hits and out-of-towners marvel at baked Scotch eggs (fry the fuckers).

    Guiness is $8.50….mixed….market price….it’s the eye of Manhattan and all bets are off…..call it what you want…it’s America’s finest hour….Chelsea vs. Manny U….Barry White can’t get enough of your love babe….

    Framed football jerseys….and flat-screens adorn the walls….whispers of Midwesterners, “How authentic,” and ales flow….cute hats….pierced bellies…God help us….

    A letter from America….

  • A Good Day

    March 31st, 2016

    Saw her comin’ from two blocks away…..nice smile….high stems….this…was a good day…..

    Walked past….past a little more…..on down the block….

    Could I…..should I?….what the hell, Hey Stems…..I been homeless for five years and today they gave me a place to live…..uh….how’s ’bout a kiss to celebrate…..

    And like the Breck Girl she slowly whirled around…made a mad dash to the fat man….past dogwalkers….Arab merchants….old yentas cursing cabies….beggers askin’ for stock options…..

    She planted a good one right on me….filled with passion….Filled with five years of remorse..What were her secrets?.

    Don’t dare a broad, she said, We’ll fool ya’ everytime, and then walked away…..

    I think I’m in love….
    ..

    O

  • Chagrin Falls, Ohio

    March 30th, 2016

    The first few notes of Billy Strayhorn’s Lush Life played softly while seated in a high wing-back chair…feet covered in wool….hot-chocolate for kids…come in from a day of throwing snowballs and sledding down a hill….seemed like Mount Everest…

    Wild-eyed youth….laughing in the kitchen where a young mom dashes dark heat with fluffy clouds floating atop…black and white photos adorn yellowed walls of a home built in 1860…pioneers heading west….soothing wandering spirits….Some thing’s never change….

    Hardwood floors squeak….needing to be fine -tuned….cracked paint…cherry and oak burn in the fire-place….cut in the summer months with an ax handed down from generation to generation…..snowflakes falling in moonlight outside a window where man and wife will later lay…exhausted…..naked…..under blankets…quilts among quilts…..

    She rests her head of chestnut brown locks on his round belly…. whispers occasionally …content with blessings bestowed upon them….love…a peace…an understanding….

    A new day……. people are walking on Main Street…waving to each other….the mailman says hello to the Mrs….carrying letters….. bags from boys over seas….fighting The Good War…..making the granddad who fought in The  War To End All Wars…..proud…very proud……  tin is collected and church-bake sales abound on Saturday afternoons……little red wagons are filled….

    The Army/Navy game plays on the tavern’s radio sitting high above on a shelf next to a small wooden pixie; bringing luck while men with thick mustaches and brimmed hats drink schooners of beer with salt for fizz…..

    Come-on boys…ram it down their throats, an old timer says………veterans from both sides scream-out for their teams….no-one hears them….maybe no-one ever did…..

    It is another November day in Chagrin Falls, Ohio……Turkeys will be shot soon…..

  • Tight Spot

    March 30th, 2016

    Look….what you sayin’?….you bein’ disrespectful an’ shit an’ whatnot…..

    Yes…..and sure…..yes…

    So you do be bein’ dissin’ me an’ shit…..yoyoyoyoyo….check dis out…you ain’t got no final say…dat be true motherfucker. …..dat much be true…..

    Yes……..and sure……yes…..

    Damn straight….

    Yes……and……

    Dats right…dats motherfuckin right….Yo….bess be movin’ on….

    Yes……and sure…..yes….

    Done bitch……

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